December

    Long time since I last updated my blog. Many things happened since then. The trials result came out on the 4 of December and the results that I've obtain is fairly well-8 out of 11. Besides from receiving the results I also went out a few times to catch some movies such as Madagascar 2, Twilight, The day the earth stood still etc. Some of those movies are well filmed the others are just boring past time movies. Madagascar 2 disappoint me much, I was looking forward to hear more of the I like to move it song but this song only came up once in the starting part. Twilight was fairly done but the cast were perfect, handsome guys and pretty girls filled most of the cast. The ending part is done so allow the movie to have a part 2 but the way it has been done is a bit poor. The day the Earth Stood Still is a good movie to go for except the ending part which is much of a disappointment. It was a perfect disaster movie till the last 5 minutes of the show. The best disaster movie I've watch before is The Day After Tomorrow.

    Genting Highlands is 1 of the place I went after my last post. I went there with a few friends Wj, Zx, Ek , Zc and Kj. We stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights in the first world hotel. It was a lousy hotel but it is cheap. I, Ek and Wj shared a room together. Genting hasn't changed much since my last visit which is last year when I went there to catch a concert by Jolin Tsai. The first day we just hang around First World Hotel's Time's Square. We went and have a few game of pool and snooker there which is cheaper than our original choice which is bowling. After the games we went to play the arcade I spend about 40 ringgit playin arcades for the 3 days. After the arcades we decided that's enough for the day. The next day we went to the outdoor theme park. We played there from morning till lunch time then we went to Old Town to have lunch. It was ridiculous for Old Town to have a branch there which doesn't have most of the things offered in the menu. So some of us had some food the others didn't. After lunch we went around seeing plenty of people carry huge bears from games. Being red eyed from this we started to research on how to win at the games. But after a few tries and nearly an hour of research we concluded that we either need lady luck to be at our side or plenty of practice. We went to sit the monorail there next, we did outrageous thing on the monorail such as shouting out from the monorail. When we pass someone there is definitely sounds coming out from our cabin. Even when we passed through Time's Square where there's plenty of people. After the rides, we went back to our room and have some rest. After that we started gambling from dusk till dawn. Nearly 10 hours of baccarat game cost me about 10 ringgit. We retreat to bed at about 5:30a.m. and up and ready to leave Genting Highlands at about 12p.m. Our bus is around 4 so we hang around Time's Square to do some shopping. Finally at 9:30p.m. my journey to Genting Highlands end when I arrive home.

    

Ending

    When the invigilator collected our EST paper we were already very excited. That was the last paper for most of us even though I have another Prinsip Perakuanan paper on Monday. That morning I receive a call from Sy asking to go eat breakfast together. But I waited a quite awhile before he phone again and ask me why I'm not there. I was confused as I thought he were coming to fetch me to go eat breakfast together. At the and Sy came by to pick me up and join Lj and Wj for Dim Sum nearby.

    After the breakfast we when to school for the EST paper. After the paper Sy and Bear came to my place to bath & change and then we when to Gurney Plaza. We watch Madagascar yesterday, it was quite nice and humorous but it lack the song I like most about Madagascar – I like to move it. We went gurney with Lj Wj Jx Hk. We also met a lot of people there. After the show we went to play pool and went back at about 11:15 .

Half –way Through

    AM and moral yesterday was the half-way mark of my SPM. Add Maths was more harder than expected as rumors about the Add Maths paper of the SPM is going to be easy flew all around. But overall it was much more easier than the trial exam. After AM then most feared subject by me – Moral, cause I rarely pass this subject as I can't memorize the definitions of the nilai's. When I looked at the moral paper my mind when blank and that time I knew that my moral was a goner. I think a 4B is the best I can get for this subject. Chemistry is up next (tomorrow)

The War Began

    The battle between the fifth former had began. Today is the third day of the battle, we've finish our battles with some of the most grueling subjects such as BM and History. ( ^_^ ) Finally after many years of torturing under these two subjects I'm finally free from them. Besides those 2, I've also completed my English and Math paper. The questions are not as hard as expected, it was a relieve when I saw that the SPM papers are not as hard as the school exams. We'll resume battle after taking 4 days of rest to reequip ourselves to face the upcoming battles of Add Math, Moral and Chemistry which are all due next week.

    Last Thursday was a bummer as I washed out in my car test. It started alright when I did my road test. The momentum is still on when I cross the hill but then I was so careless that I failed in side parking. I managed to touch the tyre when I was moving out of the parking lot and that's when the tester failed me. Haiz!! The next day I went to a friend's birthday – Jx in Gurney Plaza. A total of 11 of us went to celebrate his birthday with him. After lunch at Kim Gary's we went to see secret agent in action – 007 Quantum of Solace. The action packed movie was really entertaining but unlike other James Bond movie this 1 lacks those romance scenes which is 1 of the trademarks of James Bond. What I and Wj did those 2 days were unlike students who are going to sit for their SPM few days later.

    

毕业了！！

    还记得五年前第一次到母校orientation时，那时的我多么想让未来的五年快快过完。年光似鸟翩翩过，昨天步入礼堂的我正要参加毕业典礼。昨天一早到学校就看到朋友们在把一起在母校的最后时刻捕抓起来，我们互相倜傥，互相为今天留下最美好的回忆。随后我们就在纠察团的安排在步入礼堂。礼堂里同学们的脸色各异，有笑容，有感动，有无奈，有不舍…… 当嘉宾步入礼堂后，结束我在钟灵中学求学日子的典礼开始了。国歌，州歌的旋调在礼堂溜淌后各位嘉宾就意义的支持并给与我们一些金玉良言。 致词完了，各位杰出的毕业生就激动了因为又到颁发各项奖项的时候了。话也讲完，奖也颁完，就是到时候说再见了。铜乐队奏起了校歌的旋律，第一次大家把校歌唱得那么动听。礼堂的每个角落都可以听到毕业生随着旋律唱着校歌。友谊比天长的韵调随着嘉宾们的离去奏起了，最后副校长同我们唱了一首歌我们才依依不舍的离开。

    昨天毕业典礼后，我，伟杰和正扬就去了Gurney Plaza 看High School Musical 3. 早上我们毕业，下午我们看了一场关于结束中学生涯的戏。我们还遇到了许多的朋友，大家都不约而同得到Gurney 去玩一天。 High School Musical 里的音乐编得十分的悦耳，舞蹈也编排得令人赏心悦目。 看完戏后我就随着时育，敬翔，龙捷，仕隆和正扬到金火锅去。那里大概有30位毕业生陆续到来，我们边吃火锅便谈天，一直到10 时我才回家。

    五个春秋就这样过了，在钟灵的日子也只剩下那9天的SPM而已。伤离别，虽然离别在眼前，SPM 后大家就各奔前程了不知何时我们再能齐聚一堂呢？

    Friday (24 October 2008) I skipped school that day cause I didn't felt like going. That day I went to the library to study instead of going to school. I went there by bus which means I have to walk about 200m from my house to the bus stop to catch a bus down town then go down the bus about 10 stops later and walk about 800m more to arrive at my destination since I still can't drive. When I arrive at the gate of the library, I met Marvin in his car fetching Zlik. What a coincidence. Inside I met even more friends, CK, SM, YJ, BT and others. Later WJ came, that the first time he came to the library after so many invitations from me. When he arrived I when to find him and we sat together. The couple sitting at our table was quite noisy but lucky it was still tolerable. I went back at about 5:30 in a hungry and tired condition that day after studying for about 5 hours and not to mention without having any lunch after walking for about 1km.

    I went for my driving training the next day at Cermerlang Driving Center. The agent who was supposed to pick me at 8:15 a.m. ran late and only turn up half an hour later. When I finally arrive there I was put to wait again for another half an hour only then I started practicing. I practiced in the training grounds for about 1 and the half hours then the agent told me to go practice on the road. The agent said my arms were too stiff to be able to control the steering well. I finished the driving training at about 1 and reached home at 1:30p.m. Later that afternoon I went to a preview of a program with my mum at Evergreen Laurel. Our memory serves us wrong at the beginning cause we went to G hotel instead. But with the blessing of the god of luck the preview haven't started when we arrive at Evergreen twenty minutes later. The preview is about the program by Adam Khoo and the preview is given by 1 of his trainers Danny. It was quite interesting and Danny shared a few concepts with us but his not that good when it comes to selling. The preview last for about 2 hours and by the end of the preview I only found out that I was able to remember forty words in two minutes time with in sequence. In the evening, I went bowling at Midlands with my family. I played horribly that night just score a total of about 120 in two games.

    Yesterday I went to the library again at about half past noon. Quite a number of friends was there already when I arrived JW, KJ, YJ and others. About 1 hour later WJ turned up. XL who was sitting in the opposite table joked with him and later I when and sat with him again. At about 3, XL and her friend SC went out for lunch and I tagged on without shame. We went to a hawker center opposite Heng Yee High School for lunch. I had much fun during our lunch and we met VH with his girlfriend there. We went back to the library later and I went home at about 5:30p.m. Besides that, I also met Zlik the yesterday and his rumour dream girl also was there.

    Today I finally got my car, even though I still haven't got my license. A black Proton Iswara which turns 1 in 31 October this year. WQR 5921……..

depress......

About 9 a.m. today, 3rd formers all around the country finished their first hurdle of their secondary life (PMR). To them is fun and games from now onwards till next year but to us 5th formers the pressure of the SPM is getting heavier by the minute. 24 more days till the 1st day of the SPM which contains 1 of the most feared paper by me-history. I can’t really memorized things so I have always failed to get good grades for this subject. I hope I can outperform during the SPM and get a better grade. 24 more days for the final charge but I still can’t find the motivation required to allow me to work hard. It struck me yesterday during Jin Gooi was teaching chemistry, I have some of the symptoms of depression. Maybe I’m too depress, maybe just a mild case…… Most of the things did not go according to plan recently (license, study……) and too many failures faced (results, gals, things that I do, ……)

Am I just being too negative?? Or I’m really too depress??

Results....

Today I took an exam on accounting-a state paper. It was quite easy i would say as i knew how to do 3 out of the 4 compulsory questions and 1 more from the elective part. I feel that this is quite a amazing feat that I had achieve cause 2 weeks ago I can't even do one of the question on the paper. After days of experimenting and exploring, I finally can almost complete a full paper. After the test, I went back to class and found out that the trial results of the accounts paper is out. So I took a look at what I've got before studying, the results of 59 were no shock to me even though i had copy my nearly all friend's answer.
Besides that, the placing of the trials are out yesterday. But since I did'nt go to school yesterday I just found out about it today. I got an average of 72. something and I'm placed at the 135th (drop about 10 placing compared to last term sobx) and 22nd in class. Overall my result are not really satisfiying. Should work harder for the preparation of SPM which is just around the corner.
After the accounts exam, I went back to class and saw some of them gambling "chor tai dee" so i joined in. In the begining I won a few hands, but as the game go on I kept on losing. Finally I end my day at school poorer by RM3.50. SWt!!!!

time flys by

32days more to the final battle of my secondary- SPM. Ready, I'm not! Confindent, Not really!! Time, not enough!!!! Arrrggh, I have tons more to prepare for my SPM but I can't summon up the motivation to go for the final sprint. I recieved a big blow to my confidence level just before I wanted to start sprinting- my trials result are wtf!!! so poor ~~~~

We brought cards to school today to play but too bad we are not in luck as 2 teachers noticed us playing and confiscated the cards. The class next door had been playing card for a few days already but they din't got caught, lol!!!! This year's fifth formers of my school don't look like fifh formers that are going to face thir SPM in 30 over days, they look more like fifth formers that have already finish thier SPM. Visiting other classes during class; eating cup noodle in class; having steamboat party in class without permission using a rice cooker; eating freshly prepared toast in class with choice of flavour; play cards and board games; smsing while in class; gambling in class; playing with games in the phone; watching porn during lessons and many more wild things. Even though some of those are minor and others are major but I believe those will become memories of us as graduates of year 2008. It will definately be a much more better memory of a secondary life than just plain studying. I really cherish my days left with this school cause here I enjoyed 1 of the best time of my life even there is some bitterness and sourness but they are the things that make my secondary life even more interesting. 5 years of memories, joy, sorrow, excitement, sadness, anger, restless, eagerness and much more emotion i had experience in my time with this school......

Angry 9th October

What did I done wrong?? Nothing has gone right this week. First the result, then got scold, some more about the car test 1...... All that I was looking foward for this week has become nightmares. The results of m trials gave me a scare when I first recieve it. It is covered with 'flying colours'. I failed a total of 2 subjects this term which is BM and sejarah.

Over......

The trials are over so is my birthday. Its a relieve that I have a week of holidays after the gruelling 2 and the half weeks of trial exams due to the Hari Raya. Some subject of the trials are reasonable while others are 2 pars above our playing field. I believe I have washed out in some of the paper due to the difficulty of thier questions. But all in all I'm still glad that it's all over. The next hurdle for me is the SPM-the last hurdle of my secondary life.



I had 3 dinners for my birthday this year. 1 of them is with my parents while another is with my uncle( father's bro) and the third 1 is also with my uncle (mum's bro). I manage to enjoy western, chinese and japanese cuisine. The taste of the medium-rare fresh steak still make my mouth all watery. The japanese food at G hotel was fantastic, I had my stomach stuffed with all kinds of raw fish when we left G hotel. There's 1 flaw in this years bday though. It is I didn't even have a bday cake......

Add maths nightmare

Today's add maths was a total disaster, especially the paper 1 which we thought we could cruise through. It was a nightmare. I don't even understand what some of the question are asking for. The paper 2 was as expected- very hard.... nearly can't finish it. But all in all some students still have their smile hanging on their face when we finished our exam. Is it that my preparations are not sufficient or they are just too smart.....

I really hope that tomorrow's physics will test those questions that I'm strong at so to pull up those marks that I dropped through chinese, bm and add maths. 5 days more to before I round the 16 years and 364 days into 17 years.

Today is the 2nd day of my trial exams. I have completed my BM and Chinese paper up till now. Both paper are a challenge to me because the teacher has raise the level of the paper exceptionally the chinese paper. It was a nightmare for us fifth formers. The 2 poem in the paper were like martian letter's to us. This paper will definately be nominated for the hardest paper in 2008 trials. BM is relativetly easier if compared to chinese but it also posses certain level of difficulty in it.

Yesterday I saw an article which drew my interest. The LHC or Large Hadron Collider which enable protons to hit each other at speeds 99.99% of light speed under conditions of near abosolute zero. ( 1.9K) From this collision sciencetist can find out a lot of new things about our world.

8 days left before the trials!!! "Help me !!" I scream. I'm not fully equip for the exam, if I enter the battlefield in the condition I am now, i'll die a death which is so disgusting that I can't find words to describe it. Most of my classmate had strted thier revision early last month when I'm still at neverland. So the situation i'm facing now is giving me headaches.

A girl who put butterflies in my stomach has come in picture. Hope that this flower will bear fruits.

假期与补选

转眼间，九天的期中假期就被我挥霍掉了。原本打算在这九天里好好地为我即将面临的考试做准备，但这九天里我却没怎么捧起与课业有关的书本啊！！ 预考就在两个礼拜后而已，我却还没做好准备，嗨我不知道是如何面对这次的考试！

假期期间，天天在家都不知要做什么但却绝对升不起温书的念头。虽然有几天去了图书馆念书，但是效率还是马马虎虎而已没多大的进展。可能是因为没有心去读吧！！ 假期时好多朋友都在图书馆温书，我去的那几天都几乎满座。我还遇见了一位多年不见的朋友， 我和他小学时时同班同学兼一起补习但自冲升上中学后我就只见过他几次而已。

明天没课因为本州有个选区进行补选。参选的是我国反对党的实权领袖—安华。不管明天的选果如何我都很高兴拥有多一天的假日。

Relieved yet Worried

I finally put down the worry of being selected for the Program Latihan Khidmat Negara which has put me in worries for many years. ( since i was in form 1) Yesterday was the day when they the list of NS participants for Year 2009 which is my year's batch. I was very anxious about it since I knew it in school. I rushed to my pc the first thing I reach home and went to the site to check and see if I was unlucky enough to be picked. Thank God !! I wasn't picked to join the NS......

During Tuesday night there was a message saying that we can check out that if we kena NS or not through SMS. So I asked 1 of my friend to try and check for me at that time. The result had made me put down my worries as they reply 'Maaf anda tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN'. But during the next day thing took a change coz' there is a rumour around saying that the result in the SMS is not finallized yet. But I managed to laugh till last in this round......

There is just 86 days away from my biggest battle in my life yet-SPM. So worried that I would fail to achieve a satisfying result in this examination coz' i'm still unprepared both mentally and on revision work. Another thing, trial exam is far much more closer and it worries me even more as it is on mid of September meaning I just have about 3 weeks left for the preparation of 12 subjects. Scary !!!!! Hope that I can manage to pass with flying colours in both examination......

080808

Yesterday was one of the most anticipated days in 2008 all around the world as the Beijing Olympics 2008 is holding its Opening Ceremony. Its was amazing at the begining but as it carries on, my eyelids began to become heavy and heavier. During the afternoon yesterday I went to take my undang test which i passed barely with the score of 43/50 and the passing grade is 42/50. I was at utmost relieve went I recieve my score as i just started to study it the night before. Lucky for me I still passed it. I resolve not to do anymore last minute studying for the future test or examinations for this give me a great scare of failling. The trials are jut about 1 month away and I'm not anywhere nearing prepared to face it and the clock is ticking towards my SPM which is just 95 days away. I really need more luck to be able to finish studying before my exams.

Circle of Life

The song Circle of life by Elton John has really wake me up recently with is lyrics. p.s: thanks to Tim Rice who wrote the lyrics.

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking, step into the sun
Theres more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done

Since the moment we are born we've always learn new things. There is always new experience to be experienced; new perspective to view from. I know its the time to put down all the glories and sorrows from the past and put up a fight for a brighter future.But can I achive what I said, I also don't have much confidence about it.

Some say eat or be eaten
Some say live and let live
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give

The lesson learned by me is there are unforseen circumstances in life, not to mention it is always. But this is what we have to accept about life, sometime it gives you sweets in other times it forces medicine in down. Never accept more than you can give back for life's just and fair.

Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars

Theres far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round

Some of us may fall on our route to where we are going but other may just cruise through don't be envious about them cause situation may have a change someday. Life throw far much more stuff at us than what we can recieve; far much more for us to discover in our journey. We just have to life with it as we are still living in this small blue globe.

In the circle of life
Its the wheel of fortune
Its the leap of faith
Its the band of hope
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle, the circle of life

Life's like a game: pitch and toss, wheel of fortune...... When only will I find my place on this path of life......

High Distinction

Earlier this year i participated in the International Competitions and Assessments for Schools organized by The University Of New South Wales. The results for the science came out yesterday. When my moniter distributed the results to thier respective owners i was very nervous. When he call the last name I was shock that why isn't my name called. After hearing the explaination from the moniter i found out that a total of nine of us from my class forgot to put our names in front of our answer sheet so the teacher nid us to go and collect our answer sheet together with the results from him. I told the teacher my name and he dug into the pile of certs to look for mine. He pass that it to me and continue to look for other people's cert. I was waiting for my friend while he is waiting for his cert. I didn't notice my results till another friend joke about him getting a high distinction. 1 of my friend notice that what my results are and told me. I thought they are joking but till when i look at my certificate I was overwhelm by the results that i've obtained. top 1% in all Malaysian who took this test.

July 风云

2008 年 7 月我上了人生的一课，被骗的感受！！ 原来被骗是能让人心碎的, 原来骗一个人是那么容易的，原来真正喜欢一个人能让自己痛苦的...... 不喜欢我就直言讲，不须用花言巧语来掩饰的。原来听实话比发现被骗好，即使那实话是那么令人伤心。在这的三天前她曾用借口来婉拒......

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means

Where should I find my special thing....... haiz!! long tym since i last written... I gone through 1 of the most depressing period of my 17 years on the face of this planet during this time. I had learned new lessons about life while going through that depressing streak. I also had made closer bonds with friends that was just an acquaintance before. Where and when I only will have found the special thing in my life.......

Father's Day Celebration

Yesterday was Father's day, i had an enjoyable outing with my family at Redbox..... We had much fun. We had all enjoyed ourselves and had a fun Father's day evening. A total of 21 of us including my grand parents, uncle and aunts and cousins went to Gurney Plaza's redbox to have a Father's day celebration.

点名。。。。

点名點名規則：

被點到名字的要在自己的 Blog 寫下自己的答案
然後丟掉一個你最不喜歡的問題在加上一個你自己的問題，
仍然組成20個問題傳給其他八個人，
列出其他八個需要回答問題的人的名字，
還要到這八個人的Blog通知對方～你被點名了...
被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，
完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福
這八個人要在自己的 Blog 裡註明是從哪裡接到的，
並且再傳給其他八個人讓遊戲繼續下去，
不得回傳，被點到名字的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福，
並且所有美好的願望都會在不久後的將來實現



===============開始===================

00.问卷来自
A ：Leo Lim

01.你認為分手後的男女還能做朋友嗎？
A ： 应该可以吧。。。

02.你相信一见钟情吗？你认为一见钟情会长久吗？
A ： 相信，视情况而定。

03你最想去哪个地方？为什麽？
A ： 巴黎， 可能应为那儿是个浪漫的城市吧！！

04.最害怕的是什麽？
A ：离别

05.你最讨厌怎样的人？
A ： 做作虚伪

06.如果有不开心的事情你会怎么办？
A ： 默默流泪。。

07.說出點你名的人的三個優點
A ：有责任心、关心、勤奋

08.你不喜欢怎样的女生？
A ：脚踏两条船的。。。

09.愛人和被人愛，哪一種更幸福？
A ： 爱人

10.你認為你自己是個怎樣的人？
A ：有时理智，有时情绪化。。。

11.如果可以回到過去，最想改變的事情？
A ：不要放弃学琴。。

12.愛情，親情和友情你最重視哪個？
A ： 亲情

13.忘記一個人需要多久的時間？
A ： 一辈子...

14.從小到大的夢想是什麼？
A ： 拥有一群真心朋友。。

15.最赌烂的事情是什么？？
A ： 被背叛

16.你最喜欢的是什麽东西？
A ： 钱财

17.你的小習慣？
A： 咬指甲

18.說出平常你日常生活中最享受的三件事
A ： 上网，睡觉，发白日梦

19.你最难过的事情？
A ： 被人背叛

20.你比较喜欢日出还是日落？为什么？
A : 日出，应为日出给人感觉是充满希望地。

我要点名：
YZY
Orochimaru23
Syik
any 1 who see this post

Finally......

Yesterday I went to Queensbay mall with some friends because 1 of them wants to meet his girlfriend and use us as a reason to get to go out. I had also invited the girl I liked but then again she said she do not want to go. Things got a change yesterday, she said we can meet for lunch there instead of the normal no. I was in cloud nine at that moment..... finally i got the opportunity to go out with the girl i like even though there are 7 other people. I met her before the lunch we had planed to eat together. I had the chance to play arcade games with her. The lunch was fantastic because the angel was present. We had lunch in a restaurant near to GSC. It was a concept restaurant and its quite unique. I had a very good time yesterday , i hope that 1 day in the near future she will agree to a date with me.......

The hike in prices is affecting many people, first crude oil price soar above 100$ per barrel followed by the increase of the price of food. The price of a barrel of oil 50 years ago just cost about 3$ and now it cost more than 115$. The increase in its price are astonishing, i don't think there is many things that increase more then it. Rice, barley, wheat and much more has increase a lot this few years. Everyhing increases except one thing - the pay check.
How can one survive if the price of one's food increase but he do not earn enough to pay for he's stomach not to mention a roof over his head and cloth over his body. The world is heading for a chaotic situation if the conditions are not altered. Riot will be everyday's news and goverments will be overthrown. So everyone lets work together to prevent the world from being a worser place.......

A weekend's report...... swt !!

Yesterday was a day thaat i went out with my friends to catch a movie at Queensbay Mall. We saw "Narnia : Prince Caspian" and "Indiana Jones" both movie was fictional. One was about a world of magical creatures etc. dwarfs, centurs, minators...... and their struggles with the humans there. The other is abotut extraterrestial and the journey to return a crystal skull to a ancient ruins in South America and the problems they face with the KGB of the Soviet Union.
We had a so so lunch at Pizza Hut and a fine dinner at Sakae Sushi. In total, I ate about nearly fourty ringgit. We also lingered at CYC the gaming center there. I've finally beaten my friends in car racing which i'll normally finish last. Yesterday was enjoying enough but today was much more boring. Just tuition and follow parents here and there only nothing special to surprise me. Just only a boring Sunday.

Haiz~~

Today is the second last day of the wretched exams, one more day and here I come holidays...... One of my class mate got caught cheating on the exam today, it was his second time being caught during this exam I heard he has being given a big demerit for it beside from getting zero for the paper. He has a good record of cheating successfully he has been polishing his skills for many years without getting caught. But unfortunately he failed twice in this examination.

Today's Chemistry was hard, i think i'll do badly this term on this subject. Besides that I found out a bad news. I heard from my best friend that I'm not the cup of tea of the girl I like. Haiz~~ what can I do?? or what should I do ?? should I give up ?? or should I summon all my courage to give it my best shot??

Nothing Interesting.......

China won both the Thomas Cup and Uber Cup again.... this news did not surprise me much because China have been dominating the field for so many years. China have covered every part of the paper this few days, the sports section, headlines, economics...... The victims of the earthquake are really having a hard time out there, I hope that they can get over this tragedy and continue life as it is after this.
I went to the library yesterday upon the request of my cousin. The library was crowded with people, it was an eye-opening experience because normally the library has only a handful of visitors. I think maybe its the examination season so students flock there to have group studies. I saw a few friends there and a girl that i once admired. That girl is absolutely pretty and she was a very popular girl among our age group. She can still remember me which is just a ordinary boy who no one knew.
The exams is still on so my worries are still not over. Even though the papers left should not be really difficult I am still worried that I will flop because i spent my whole week end playing the pc. I really wish that the results for this term will not be a disaster.

12 minutes left

Half of form5 is gone already... if one's secondary life is a 2 hour movie then my movie has just 12 minutes left..... 12 minutes away from the exam that will bring me toward the next movie. Before that exam, i still have 1 and the half to go and 1 more that is uncertain of. She still occupy a large area of my heart even though my brain tells me to focus on my studies for 12 more minutes..... haiz..... 12 more minute to the end of this movie and i hope this 12 minutes is the most memorable in my life as the other part of this movie has not much to offer....... i hope that this will be the time off my life... i hope that i will recall this part of my life with a sweet smile on my face when my time comes......

苦

考试已经第三天了， 已经靠过的考卷大多都不理想。Haiz.... 能怎么办？看到有些朋友靠后眉开眼笑，我却只能在这儿唉声叹气！！ 真是伤心啊！！ 各个朋友都在奋命的读书当时，我不但提不起劲去读而且还游手好闲。我真的不知道该如何应付接下来的科目啊！！ 昨天当我SMS她时，她没有给我任何回应。她是不是在嫌我烦啊？天啊！请告诉我该如何啊！我真的不知该怎么办才好．．．．．

Exams......

Exam is just around the corner and I haven't started studying yet dunno how will i face the exams which starts on 7th May....... i see that my friends have started preparing since a month ago... i'm worried i could not finish revising in time to face the exams......all those subject.... making my head ache really badly..... and also making me worry too....... i really hope that miracle will happen .....

烦恼

Hiaz.... i have a crush on a girl who is absolutely cute but she don't share the same feeling as i do. She always have excuses whenever i try to ask her out, i know it just excuse but............ i hope 1 day she will share the same feelings as i do. I really hope that day will arrive soon and we both can be together...... i hope that this dream will come true ......

Tired....

The computer has broken down, all my friends are playing CABAL SEA while I can only dream of it. The grief results come 1 by 1 to haunt and scare me and pressure me. I'm really on the boundary of crippling, I really need to destress and have a break from this stressful surface of Earth.

General Election and Environment

The General Election is on the 8th March, the flyers and banners of the polling candidates are all over the streets. I wonder how does these flyers end up after the General Election. In the dump site or the incinerator, if not the storeroom for future use. I believe the first two scenario is more likely to occur then the third one. When we should be conserving and treasuring our environment we waste our precious resources on the banners and flyers that will have a minimal effect on the voters choice. The candidates should use the funds to promote themselves in a much more environment friendlier way.

Sorrow .. is it destined or is it caused by human means .. taking joy out of millions of souls .. making the world a greyer place .. a place where no other colors could exist .. only the color of sorrow – grey.