假期与补选

转眼间，九天的期中假期就被我挥霍掉了。原本打算在这九天里好好地为我即将面临的考试做准备，但这九天里我却没怎么捧起与课业有关的书本啊！！ 预考就在两个礼拜后而已，我却还没做好准备，嗨我不知道是如何面对这次的考试！

假期期间，天天在家都不知要做什么但却绝对升不起温书的念头。虽然有几天去了图书馆念书，但是效率还是马马虎虎而已没多大的进展。可能是因为没有心去读吧！！ 假期时好多朋友都在图书馆温书，我去的那几天都几乎满座。我还遇见了一位多年不见的朋友， 我和他小学时时同班同学兼一起补习但自冲升上中学后我就只见过他几次而已。

明天没课因为本州有个选区进行补选。参选的是我国反对党的实权领袖—安华。不管明天的选果如何我都很高兴拥有多一天的假日。

Relieved yet Worried

I finally put down the worry of being selected for the Program Latihan Khidmat Negara which has put me in worries for many years. ( since i was in form 1) Yesterday was the day when they the list of NS participants for Year 2009 which is my year's batch. I was very anxious about it since I knew it in school. I rushed to my pc the first thing I reach home and went to the site to check and see if I was unlucky enough to be picked. Thank God !! I wasn't picked to join the NS......

During Tuesday night there was a message saying that we can check out that if we kena NS or not through SMS. So I asked 1 of my friend to try and check for me at that time. The result had made me put down my worries as they reply 'Maaf anda tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN'. But during the next day thing took a change coz' there is a rumour around saying that the result in the SMS is not finallized yet. But I managed to laugh till last in this round......

There is just 86 days away from my biggest battle in my life yet-SPM. So worried that I would fail to achieve a satisfying result in this examination coz' i'm still unprepared both mentally and on revision work. Another thing, trial exam is far much more closer and it worries me even more as it is on mid of September meaning I just have about 3 weeks left for the preparation of 12 subjects. Scary !!!!! Hope that I can manage to pass with flying colours in both examination......

080808

Yesterday was one of the most anticipated days in 2008 all around the world as the Beijing Olympics 2008 is holding its Opening Ceremony. Its was amazing at the begining but as it carries on, my eyelids began to become heavy and heavier. During the afternoon yesterday I went to take my undang test which i passed barely with the score of 43/50 and the passing grade is 42/50. I was at utmost relieve went I recieve my score as i just started to study it the night before. Lucky for me I still passed it. I resolve not to do anymore last minute studying for the future test or examinations for this give me a great scare of failling. The trials are jut about 1 month away and I'm not anywhere nearing prepared to face it and the clock is ticking towards my SPM which is just 95 days away. I really need more luck to be able to finish studying before my exams.

Circle of Life

The song Circle of life by Elton John has really wake me up recently with is lyrics. p.s: thanks to Tim Rice who wrote the lyrics.

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking, step into the sun
Theres more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done

Since the moment we are born we've always learn new things. There is always new experience to be experienced; new perspective to view from. I know its the time to put down all the glories and sorrows from the past and put up a fight for a brighter future.But can I achive what I said, I also don't have much confidence about it.

Some say eat or be eaten
Some say live and let live
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give

The lesson learned by me is there are unforseen circumstances in life, not to mention it is always. But this is what we have to accept about life, sometime it gives you sweets in other times it forces medicine in down. Never accept more than you can give back for life's just and fair.

Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars

Theres far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round

Some of us may fall on our route to where we are going but other may just cruise through don't be envious about them cause situation may have a change someday. Life throw far much more stuff at us than what we can recieve; far much more for us to discover in our journey. We just have to life with it as we are still living in this small blue globe.

In the circle of life
Its the wheel of fortune
Its the leap of faith
Its the band of hope
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle, the circle of life

Life's like a game: pitch and toss, wheel of fortune...... When only will I find my place on this path of life......

High Distinction

Earlier this year i participated in the International Competitions and Assessments for Schools organized by The University Of New South Wales. The results for the science came out yesterday. When my moniter distributed the results to thier respective owners i was very nervous. When he call the last name I was shock that why isn't my name called. After hearing the explaination from the moniter i found out that a total of nine of us from my class forgot to put our names in front of our answer sheet so the teacher nid us to go and collect our answer sheet together with the results from him. I told the teacher my name and he dug into the pile of certs to look for mine. He pass that it to me and continue to look for other people's cert. I was waiting for my friend while he is waiting for his cert. I didn't notice my results till another friend joke about him getting a high distinction. 1 of my friend notice that what my results are and told me. I thought they are joking but till when i look at my certificate I was overwhelm by the results that i've obtained. top 1% in all Malaysian who took this test.

July 风云

2008 年 7 月我上了人生的一课，被骗的感受！！ 原来被骗是能让人心碎的, 原来骗一个人是那么容易的，原来真正喜欢一个人能让自己痛苦的...... 不喜欢我就直言讲，不须用花言巧语来掩饰的。原来听实话比发现被骗好，即使那实话是那么令人伤心。在这的三天前她曾用借口来婉拒......